BBQ night on a Sunday

And I thought this was not enough and went to buy more pork collar (pork belly too fatty la) and cheese toufu!

Cooked broccoli over the BBQ with butter, garlic and Parmesan. 

Toasted mushrooms over the BBQ 

with butter, garlic and cheddar. 

And lastly marinated salmon belly with garlic powder, onion powder and Parmesan. 

Made a dessert with honey sea coconut and fruit cocktail. 

Sliced 5 mangoes. 

The rest of the food were bought from Mmmmm! Cold storage and NTUC. 

Pigged out! 

Mr Stern Face.. Where are you?

Have been thinking of someone lately and he appeared in my dreams. 

Naughty me. Oh my.. I shouldn't have.. 

We were so happy in the dream. Or at least I was. With Mr Stern Face taking my silliness for cuteness, chasing after me relentlessly when j cheekily ran away from him..

We had so much fun and laughter together! I just like being with you.. Didn't want it to end. 

But where are you? The you i had known.. : - - (

We will always be together, together in electric dreams~

*sings*

Dream dream dream

Dreamt that I was at MSF's house for reasons unknown. Next thing I knew, the gf and I were lying motionless in a river. I was alive but my body wouldn't move. MSF rushed to the scene. He saw us and I was crying inside for him to come to me. I was scared and next thing I knew, he swung his arms around me and held me. He was so worried and upset..

I was touched that he still cared about me. Remember how he told me that he would come meet me if we were supposed to even if it'd caused her displeasure. All cos we made plans first : )

He was always this righteous and manly..

At church today for 7.15pm mass. Particularly like the prayer after communion as it reminds me of some encounters with selfish/competitive people who are constantly critical and fault-finding with everyone but themselves. The prayer as follows; Jesus, I love and adore you. You have come to me; I am one with You. I want You to remain with me forever, in this life and in the next. Thank You for allowing me to share Your divine life. May I become more like You through this sacred Food. Let me never take You for granted, but always pray for those whose lives are dark with sin and ignorance and selfishness. Let me remember, in the words of Saint Paul, that "there, but for the grace of God, go I." Each day, I can become more like You, O Lord. And each day I can pray for those who have never heard the Gospel, or who have heard it and rejected it. Amen.

Friends

Got reconnected to an SO friend lately. Discovered that we had lotsa similar interests and hobbies that we once picked up but left it where it is due to unforeseen circumstances. Is this what they call.. U win some, you lose some. So I won another friend by losing a friend of mine. Ain't no fair trade if you tell me.. But what my PO Uncle Bakar would have said. Life goes on.. Whatever decision you make in life, I respect it. I just didn't know why you left without any explanation..

Wearing a new dress I had saved for an occasion that never did happen. Excited to go for a drink that if feels like I'm out on a hot date.. but wtf it is no KPO/LOOF/LANTERN BAR but a freaking korean bar. What in the world is that??? Anyway shld be fun with the gang.. Went and there are my thoughts. If you are there solely for drinking then it be fine. Cos the songs are all from the CD and everyone is minding their own business and just drinking. Once in a while you'll see some korean girls that are pleasing to your eyes. But no, they will not notice you for they are there not to see or be seen. So says my friend who was there with us. He who had worked with Koreans for years and stayed in Korea for work for long too.

Got out of the car in one swift movement and grazed my knee. It stings.. and I realised that I was bleeding. Some skin had being left on the car part below the wheel.. How worse could it be? As I laughed it off and took some pics of the blood stained tissue.. Then came the unexpected. Taken aback. Hurt. Really succeeded in making me feel so lousy and how bad a person I am. Why do you bring my family into the picture when you could just settle between us? I hope it makes you feel better that you have succeeded in making me so upset..