It's raining

Weather is good but the mind is not. Face cleansed by the tears gone by

*hugs*

Tonight I'm thinking of Mr Stern face and hugging him and it put a smile on my face.

Nothing lustful, just felt like a hug and I got one. Just thinking of it.

Oops, am I in trouble?

At night my thoughts run wild

Though united, we are apart
Though together, we are separate
Though present, I always think of the past
Though family, we look like strangers
Though near, we seemed so far.

Are you ready for marriage?

I should have seen this before I got married.

http://articles.lovingyou.com/love/7-things-to-consider-before-you-get-married/

What $5 can do to you

Am at West Coast Plaza chilling at a cafe when i remembered that I have a $5 Gong Cha voucher to redeem. I entered Gong Cha. The lady with the cap and ponytail asked to take my order. I handover the $5 voucher and made my order. I did that as usually service staff expects you to give the voucher first before taking the order in case they need to key in or something. I asked the staff how much i needed to top up. She then replied loudly: "GIVE ME FIFTY CENTS". Her colleague laughed. She asked: Ni Zai Siao She Me? Then her colleague said" Yin Wei Ni Suo Give Me Fifty Cents!" She then grumbled something inaudible. I thought that it was her way of talking. After she was done with the cashier, she removed the receipt with a quick swipe and held the receipt in her hand and tilted her head and stared at me. I had to bend over the counter just to get the receipt from her. Then as i was waiting for my drink to be ready, her colleague said that was the 3rd coupon redeemed for the day, if not.. (she stopped upon seeing that I was looking at them). They then laughed amongst themselves. After I was home and resting, I realised that they were actually being very rude. What is $5 when you are just an employee paid by the hour with no commission to speak of? Do you see me as a cheapskate so you are acting that way? It's not as if you were the owner and you worry that you were making a loss right? I felt that I was bullied without even knowing.. so shortchanged! Next time I shall speak out if i realised that I was treated rudely/unfairly!

Reminiscing

A chance encounter with an ex suitor lately. Remembered how nice and gentlemanly he was during the chase. However I didn't accept him as I wasn't ready to commit.

It set me thinking of the past. Flashbacks of those singleton days where life was full of adventure with its regular doses of sweets and spice.

I wonder how he had been. Thought of.. when I'm alone in the car. The drive to the other end of the world- left some scratches at the boot lol. Darn those construction!

At the cafe we were, for supper. Or was it just to enjoy your company? U were always available yet out of reach..

The time when we were oceans apart. When u found someone.. Had u never considered me?

The time at the bus stop. Whether to hop on the bus. Taking your hand and we scrambled for the bus. Sitting at the last seat and enjoying the bumpiness.

So much I dreamt of thee..

That I walked away from u when I saw u looking at her. Put on a mask so u wouldn't know it's me. Walked away from u in despair but u held my hand telling me that you still cared.

How have u been? I hope life treats you well..

I forgot how it feels like to be happy
:~~(