I love it when it comes to night time. Time seems to slow down a little. Nobody's around to fight for space, attention and I get my rare moments of peace, tranquility and solitary life.
Sometimes life's like this. Messed up. But when night falls, one seems to be able to find her own sanity. My sanity. Or at least wallow in self-pity without the presence of anyone to further mess up the mind.
Here i am, sitting in the darkness. Turning on the lights will bring me back to morbid reality. When that happens, I'll try to think of the one good thing that ever happened to me after the big M. Even if it's just one good thing. Everything will be just fine. At least it's better than in the past where you wake up wishing that you'll never wake up again.
Life's like that.
Long day today. Long day yesterday. Tired.
Monday, January 30, 2012
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