Dream dream dream

Dreamt that I was at MSF's house for reasons unknown. Next thing I knew, the gf and I were lying motionless in a river. I was alive but my body wouldn't move. MSF rushed to the scene. He saw us and I was crying inside for him to come to me. I was scared and next thing I knew, he swung his arms around me and held me. He was so worried and upset..

I was touched that he still cared about me. Remember how he told me that he would come meet me if we were supposed to even if it'd caused her displeasure. All cos we made plans first : )

He was always this righteous and manly..

At church today for 7.15pm mass. Particularly like the prayer after communion as it reminds me of some encounters with selfish/competitive people who are constantly critical and fault-finding with everyone but themselves. The prayer as follows; Jesus, I love and adore you. You have come to me; I am one with You. I want You to remain with me forever, in this life and in the next. Thank You for allowing me to share Your divine life. May I become more like You through this sacred Food. Let me never take You for granted, but always pray for those whose lives are dark with sin and ignorance and selfishness. Let me remember, in the words of Saint Paul, that "there, but for the grace of God, go I." Each day, I can become more like You, O Lord. And each day I can pray for those who have never heard the Gospel, or who have heard it and rejected it. Amen.

Friends

Got reconnected to an SO friend lately. Discovered that we had lotsa similar interests and hobbies that we once picked up but left it where it is due to unforeseen circumstances. Is this what they call.. U win some, you lose some. So I won another friend by losing a friend of mine. Ain't no fair trade if you tell me.. But what my PO Uncle Bakar would have said. Life goes on.. Whatever decision you make in life, I respect it. I just didn't know why you left without any explanation..